Monday, January 23, 2012

a life to lead

                          as these short youthful days waste away i look on my future with anticipation...going to the marines has been a dream Ive dreamt about for all my life, I've spent a good deal of my life in a uniform, whether it be a baseball, T-ball, basketball, football, explore, or marching band uniform, but this uniform, this uniform is the one i cant wait to get in, i cant wait to serve a purpose so big almost no other job on the planet can fill its place. but looking back on my life i see a life almost wasted, yeah I've made people laugh, made friends, left impressions that'll never be forgotten, memories etc. but nothing seems like an amount to anything. recollecting on my past i see mistakes, false judgement of character, loss of friends, gains of bad ones, bad relationships, bad dreams, sins, imperfections, sadness. but i realize now that its just the past, theres no real meaning to it, I've paid my consiquences, and I've moved on. id personally like to say sorry for any transgressions ive committed towards anyone, from this point on im born again, im living for me now.
                  P.S. this isnt my best blog so im sorry about that, its been a while..

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