live

                           life to me is one of those gifts that gets treated like a stray puppy, people really don't pay enough attention to it, to realize that that stray puppy may not be healthy, and people may not realize that their lives aren't to healthy. some times i forget whats real, i forget that theres life past the next few minutes, i lose sight of where my life is leading me, and sometimes it takes me down a rough worn path that shakes me back to reality, and in this reality i see that the path I've been on isn't to promising. living life is a privilege all to often taken for granted, I've taken my life for granted, I've been scared to make mistakes that, mistakes i couldve learned from in the future, and ended up making mistakes that making life a frustrating encounter. life is a freedom, sadly some people never knew or will know, life is a god given right. sometimes life feels like a cage with iron bars and an electric fence, every time i try to escape i get shocked with another problem or difficulty holding me back from my own life, a life that i control, things in this life can be blinding, like staring into the sun, so bright that seeing in front of you anymore is a daily battle, that can be life, a daily battle. but life...from my experiences isn't all that bad though, i still find the reason to smile, to laugh, i find the reason to look up at the stars at night, to stare past the constellations to the moon and beyond, wondering whats out there, dreaming of life, i still find the reasons to breathe, every moment, every breathe, is a choice. i still find a reason to watch the sunset from my tree house, to watch the grass flow with the wind, watching the sun bounce off the green illuminating the trees around me creating a glow, a luster of light, i still find reasons to walk in the rain, i still splash in puddles, i still watch snow fall all around me, piling up, i still find reasons to love. i often see my life before me, from kindergarten to high school, from preschool to me sitting on my bed writing this now, i still find a reason for everything. and sometimes i don't find a reason for what i do, but who cares, i do it anyways. that's the thing with life, there's not always a reason, or a purpose, it just happens, its just there, it just grew that way, it just smells that way, it just feels that way, it just tastes that way, so get on with your life, quit worrying about here and now, think about there and later, think about what you want, think about why people don't have tails, whatever you want, that's the thing about life, IT DOESN'T MATTER. isn't that great or what? thats the thing about life, its yours, so live it, love it, and freaking have some fun with it.