i am what i am

                      let me be myself, so i can shine in  my own life!!!!!!!! dont let me get caught up in the flow of society, the groove of fashion, personality profiling, dont let me follow religiously in the trampled worn path of others and what they follow, or you have failed me as a freind, teacher, sibling, parent, or whatever you may be to me, dont let me lose myself in a world revolving around itself, dont let me sink in the quick sand that can consume me in the instant it feels hungry for a new victim of society it needs to suck dry of personality and charisma, originality, spunk. i am what i am, if you cant see me for me, in your eyes you cant see my originality as an inspiration, then your eyes are blind, useless. our eyes are unique in the fact that they allow us to see difference, distinguish personality from a piece of clothing or a necklace or a fone, they allow us to see a difference in what we are, but unfortunately that gift is wasted, the gift to see beyond our own selves, tossed away for a new pair of shoes that might make us look richer, or better, or more stylish. if god intended us to not be able to tell a difference with our eyes he would have given us the eyes of the beasts and animals that cant even distinguish color, or in fact if he didnt want us to tell the difference between personality and a physical object, would he have given us eyes at all??
                      if you cant see me as a person unlike others, if you think all i am is a follower of a certain fashion, or anything of that manner, call up a search party, because your brain mustve gone missing. i grew up to several personalities, country, modern, old school, and which one do i live the most? which ever one i feel like living that certain day. does it matter what i where?? how i walk?? what color of shoes i wear, if i have holes in my jeans?? which way i wear my hat?? the way i talk??? why must it matter what i do and why i do it??im a free person with a soul of my very own, a soul that no government can censor, no principal can put rules on, a soul that can bend and flex but will never break. no king or queen or president or government agency could ever do what they wanted to it, sure they create laws that i must obey, sure i dont want to go to prison anytime soon, but my soul and personality is something i can truly call my own, and ill keep it and change it as i and only i please, so feel free to comment, suggest, rate, or judge me as you please but hear this, no matter what you do or say i will NOT change for any man or woman, if you cant accept me for me then get outta my way i have better things to do than be near you, i have a life to live, and if it means living a loner life but being able to be myself, then i dont mind siiting alone in the corner, eating alone, heck i can jus talk to myself, that can be quite entertaining. so think of me how you will i cant control thoughts, but i can control me, who i am, my soul, and its saying, "accept me or live without me, its your choice."